April 1, 2015
1. compassion or forgiveness shown toward someone whom it is within one’s power to punish or harm.
My new poem, “A portrait of the witch at sixteen”, is now available online at Abyss and Apex! It is the story of a young girl who learns the trick of resurrection and uses it to revive the unloved dead.
Here is a secret: the witch of the title is a real person.
She reunited me with someone who is incredibly precious to me, and she granted many of the people I am closest to second chances through simple acts of compassion and forgiveness. The witch taught me a very important lesson in doing these things: there is more strength in showing mercy than there is in seeking revenge.
As for whether or not she can raise the dead…
I’ll leave that up to you to decide.
March 11, 2015
One of the most common questions writers receive is about what kind of music we listen to when we write. My playlist for The Dollmaker is quite long (you can listen to the entire thing here), but I decided to gather up a sampling of the music I find the most inspiring while I write.
Oz the Great and Powerful Oz was a fairly mediocre movie, but Danny Elfman’s soundtrack skirts the line behind whimsy and drama perfectly.
Jónsi & Alex created the perfect blend between beauty and wistfulness, which was ideal for the character of the Dollmaker. Music like this is inspiring yet unobtrusive for me.
I wrote many of the scenes that place on the streets of Krakow prior to the German occupation to this song. I imagined it as a living watercolor painting and this Debussy piece captured that idea perfectly.
The quality of Doctor Who as a show varies from episode to episode, but Murray Gold’s score never fails to impress. It’s fitting that my favorite of Gold’s pieces is from a season that centers around the Doctor not as a science fiction character, but as a fairy tale one.
A confession: I don’t play video games. But I do love video game soundtracks, which are usually exquisite and atmospheric. This track is no exception. It brings to mind the feeling of being lost in the woods and the chilling beauty of the dark.
Whatever your opinion of Lady in the Water itself, the score by James Newton Howard is pure magic.
I usually find lyrics too distracting! But song became one of my few exceptions when I was working on the first draft last November. The lyrics were too perfect. (“All it ever wanted was your love / And children I was made to have your love…”)
“Pas de Deux” from The Nutcracker, which often accompanies Clara’s departure from the Land of Sweets, has a palpable sense of loss underscoring it. Which is why I wrote The Death Scene while looping it for over an hour.
March 4, 2015
Sarah Flynn, a recent graduate from Stonecoast, wrote a great post about using Pinterest as a tool for drafting novels. I thought I would elaborate on my own experiences with the site.
It’s strange that Pinterest became such a hub for writers at all. When I first signed up for an account there in 2011, most users were people planning their weddings and overly ambitious crafters whose attempts to be the next Martha Stewart are now immortalized on Pinterest Fail. But I knew several writers who had utilized the platform to create character sheets, collect inspiring horror and fantasy images, and save pictures of settings. I decided to do the same.
“A Midsummer Night’s Dream” by Christian Schloe
My own Pinterest account is a chronicle of everything I’ve written in the last three years. There’s pinboard dedicated to my thesis, one about faeries, and another containing images of people who clearly belong in stories. And there’s a lot of evidence of failed or dropped writing projects, too. But not every novel you write will end up being the novel you wanted to write, and there’s usually something you can salvage from it for future works. Images collected on Pinterest can act as a reminder of characters and concepts that you love, but haven’t yet found the right place for.
My favorite Pinterest users and boards include:
- Dark Beauty
- Kirsty Mitchell
- Urban Faerie
- Fairy Tale Illustrations
- Aesthete’s Paradise
- Witch Baby Wigg-Bat
- Once Upon a Blog
Like all social media sites, Pinterest can be a time suck. But if used well, it is an excellent place for a writer to organize characters, setting, and even research materials. If you haven’t signed up for an account, you may want to!
March 1, 2015
As Jupiter Ascending continues to acquire a larger and larger cult following, there have been numerous discussions on why women in particular love a movie that has garnered poor reviews from the film community. The answer is simple: Jupiter Ascending is a wish fulfillment fantasy that revolves around a woman. “This is the precise gender-flipped equivalent of all those movies where some weak-chinned rando turns out to be the Chosen One, defeats a supervillain despite having no real personality or skills, and gets rewarded with a kiss from Megan Fox,” writes Gavia Baker-Whitelaw in her article about Jupiter Ascending. Indeed, the rarity of seeing a woman as the Chosen One in a blockbuster is astounding–and one of the many reasons why we need more female writers and directors like Lana Wachowski at the helm of big-budget projects.
In feminist circles, the primary criticism aimed at Jupiter Ascending isn’t about its quality but rather that the protagonist, Jupiter Jones, is a damsel in distress who lacks agency. But I think many of these critics are confused about the definition of agency. It is not whether or not a character beats anyone into the floor, or whether they save the world by leading an army into battle and slaying the Bad Big. Agency is simply whether a character makes choices rather than being dragged from scene to scene like a piece of carry-on luggage. And Jupiter Jones does make choices after finding her footing in a strange, new cosmos. She chooses to claim her inheritance, to take steps towards ending the genocidal practice of “harvesting” planets, and to return to her ordinary life while still maintaining a relationship with the people she encountered on her adventures. She just does it without shooting anyone.
And in a headdress made of Swarovski crystals no less
The idea that “butt-kicking” women who wield guns and swords are somehow “better” characters than women who chose to use more peaceable or intellectual means of solving their problems is a trap writers often fall into. Not only is it cliche, but it sends a terrible message: a a woman must be masculine or else she is weak, pathetic, and unworthy of having her story told. “Femininity is not bad, just as masculinity is not necessarily good,” says Rhiannon in her defense of the much hated Sansa Stark from A Song of Ice and Fire and Game of Thrones.
It goes without saying enforced femininity–the cultural notion that all women must be thin, hairless, meek, and accommodating–is toxic as well. Women should be able to choose how they present and act without being limited by misogynistic cultural standards. And they may well prefer masculinity over femininity. But as a kid, I had a difficult time feeling like I could be the hero of my own story because I wasn’t a tomboy like all the strong women I read about or watched on television.
We need more heroes and heroines who value diplomacy, mercy and compassion over violence, and use those traits and attitudes to win their battles. I write a lot of men who demonstrate typically feminine traits in the hopes of normalizing and assigning value to them. My male protagonists want to be good to be people around them, feel comfortable expressing emotions other than anger, and take pride in being husbands and fathers. If they wield magic (like the Dollmaker) their magic is gentle. The storyline of one of the characters I love writing the most, James Forester, features him in the role traditionally filled by a female love interest. That doesn’t make him less of a man, either. He’s still brave, he’s still a hero–just an atypical one for Western fiction.
By constantly disparaging femininity and feminine narratives, we teach feminine people that they are stupid, shallow and unimportant. To see oneself reflected in fiction is a gift that people other than masculine white men deserve and that’s exactly what characters like Jupiter Jones give us.
February 27, 2015
Writing is a solitary profession by nature. As wordslingers, we spend most of our free time huddled over laptops and scribbling in notebooks, often while wearing headphones. We talk to ourselves–sometimes, using different accents. We act out fight scenes with beloved childhood stuffed animals in the comfort of our homes, because where else is that socially acceptable?
But that doesn’t mean we don’t need people around who understand what we’re doing.
The Stonecoast community has offered me invaluable support since I first stepped into the Stone House almost two years ago. The students and faculty in the program have been genuinely invested in my success as a writer and I’ve never been in a workshop there that went poorly. It’s understood that whatever criticism we give one another is not aimed at making us wanting to burn our work and sprinkle the ashes in our hair, but at helping us improve it. I exchange stories for critique with my classmates via email during the semester and there’s always a sympathetic ear on FB or Twitter when any of us is struggling with a particularly snarled plot line or a moment of self-doubt.
Outside of Stonecoast, I have two close friends I am always talking to about books and writing with on Twitter. We ask one another questions that would raise eyebrows in public (“So…about that sexual tension between the dragon and the princess.”), vent our frustrations with whatever we’re working on, and share our triumphs. I consider them my creative partners, even if we haven’t written anything together. They inspire me and keep me going when I’d ready to throw dramatically slam my laptop closed and declare my career to be over.
Image by Hans Borrebach,1938.
Then, of course, there are true collaborative efforts. Nowadays, it’s possible to produce everything from novels to podcasts with partners who live on the other side of the planet thanks to the wonders of the internet. Working together with someone can be a great, energizing experience…or a terrible one.
The first and only time I worked on a collaborative book series, I quickly discovered that I wasn’t passionate about the same kinds of narratives and themes that my partners were. But I kept trying to make it work; my collaborators were also my friends and I didn’t want to abandon the project. However, twisting characters and concepts I’d been invested in for years in order to fit the direction my partners wanted the novels to go in made me feel like a terrible writer. And even worse, I lost touch with why I’d loved those fictional people and ideas for so long; they barely resembled the ones I’d started with. I did eventually drop the project and go back to writing the characters as I’d originally envisioned them; as difficult as it was at the time, it was the best choice for me.
Writing communities and creative partners come in all shapes and sizes, and places like Twitter and Tumblr are great places to hook up with other writers, as are workshops and MFA programs. Depending on what kind of a person you are and what sort of support you are looking for, some will serve you better than others. But there is a place for you.
February 17, 2015
I’ve been somewhat quiet on the blogging front recently, although I do post pretty pictures and the occasional poem on my Tumblr. For the most part however, I’ve been working on my thesis, 115 pages of an original manuscript complete with a bibliography of every book I’ve read since I enrolled in Stonecoast and a preface explaining my work. The funny thing about the thesis is that it wasn’t the book I intended to write when I entered the program.
But when is a book ever what we set out for it to be?
My desk, complete with fairy tale artwork
The first piece of children’s fiction I ever wrote was called “Star Girl and the Light of the Realms”. It had been a gift for my best friend’s daughter that used her family and friends as characters, but it was warmly received by everyone who read it–including multiple children. The story was rejected from a SFF magazine last year, but the rejection included a heartening note from the editor. While it didn’t work for them as a short story, they urged me to expand it into a full-length middle grade novel. I didn’t think I could make “Star Girl” into a proper book, but after many twists and turns, I did find a story for children that I could flesh out: The Dollmaker, Pan’s Labyrinth meets The Velveteen Rabbit and The Nutcracker.
I was, for the most part, moving through uncharted waters with The Dollmaker. I’d written dark fiction before and didn’t know how far I could take things with a children’s story. I’d found most dolls to be exceptionally creepy long before I was introduced to the concept of the uncanny valley. Everything I knew about Slavic mythology was drawn from Russian fairy tales told to me by old friends, and I had to heavily research folklore specific to Poland and the Krakow area. I even had to read The Nutcracker and the Mouse King and was surprised to find that an animated adaptation I’d loved as a child, The Nutcracker Prince, was more true to E. T. A. Hoffmann’s original story than the famous ballet.
Look, it’s a German story. We should be grateful we got a dying madman of a Mouse King instead of more cannibalism
When we go outside of our comfort zones as writers, we often discover where our true talents lie. In 2013, I never thought that my MFA thesis would be a historical children’s fantasy novel, but that’s where my work at Stonecoast has lead me. I’ve experimented with so many different genres and types of stories that I feel as if a thousand doors are open to me. Will I finish the YA fantasy I’ve been working on since I was in undergrad? Will I continue to write middle grade books? Will my faeries finally find a good home?
Maybe…or maybe not. I don’t know precisely which direction my writing career will take me next–but I’m excited to see where it does.
December 16, 2014
The story of Persephone’s descent into the underworld is one of the world’s most enduring myths. It has been retold in countless ways over the years and no two versions are exactly alike. In some, Persephone is abducted by Hades and tricked into becoming his bride for half the year. In others, she is a psychopomp queen in her own right.
Being the kind of person that I am, I prefer the tales in which Persephone chooses the crown. But how would her mother react to this choice? Would she understand Persephone’s desire for power and her love for a creature shrouded in darkness?
“Proserpine” by Dante Gabriel Rossetti
It is that narrative I chose to explore in my poem. I hope you enjoy it!
December 5, 2014
In writing the second draft of my Middle Grade novel, one of the questions I’ve been asking myself concerns content. What can we “get away with” in children’s literature? What is and isn’t considered inappropriate? I was honestly started to despair that my particular story (which deals with a living doll living in WWII era Krakow) would pass the test because of how heavily I was drawing from the non-“Disney-fied” versions of fairy tales and folklore. Then I happened across a miniseries recently produced by Cartoon Network called Over the Garden Wall, which was very dissimilar to the Disney formula in style and content.
I am by no means dismissing Disney entirely; most of the early films of the studio’s “Renaissance” are legitimately good. Beauty and the Beast, with its breathtaking animation, enchanting songs, and clever dialogue was worthy of the Oscar it was almost awarded. But the Walt Disney Company’s mid-90s decision to (for the most part) treat the target audience of children as children and not as tiny people capable of responding to complex emotional stories shows. It was Studio Ghibli and movies produced by Pixar (which Disney did acquire in 2006) who picked up the slack in that area with movies like Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, and Up. The latter two are certainly children’s stories, but they deal with heavy topics–self-reliance, grief, environmentalism, and parental abandonment among them.
I was surprised to discover that Over the Garden Wall is firmly in the camp of Up, Beauty and the Beast, and Spirited Away rather than Pocahontas (questionable Oscar bait that it was) or Spongebob Squarepants.
Over the Garden Wall understands that it is a (decidedly American) fairy tale and that fairy tales need their teeth intact to be effective narratives. It even has a worthy Hansel and Gretel premise, featuring two brothers who become lost in “the Unknown” and encounter a wide range of tricksters, monsters, and magical creatures in their quest to return to their home. It’s a smart series, peppered with references to Dante’s Inferno, Southern gothic literature, and the whimsy of the early 20th century Little Nemo cartoon strips. And it’s beautifully animated in the bargain. The series respects its child audience and that is exactly what children need from fiction.
In other words, kids are people too. They have internal lives, they have hopes and fears, and they have their own distinct perceptions about the world. We need to follow Over the Garden Wall’s example and keep writing stories for them that reflect that.
November 15, 2014
Stephen King recently did in an interview in Rolling Stone in which he discussed the novels he’s least satisfied with and I noticed a pattern that reflects my own habits as an author. When King was desperate to write anything just to feel like he was being productive, even if he was suffering from severe physical and/or mental health problems, the work he produced wasn’t up to his usual quality.
2010 and 2011 were difficult years for me, and I wrote very little in the way of fiction during that time period as a result. By the end of 2011, I wanted to throw in the towel when it came to writing. I would study English literature, psychology, even basket weaving, but I was done with creating. Yet six months later, I started telling stories again. Being a writer gives you the power to reorder the universe however you like, which can be a great way to channel anger–and I was very angry about the things that were happening in the world back then.
I regularly wrote 8,000 words a day while pulling 40 hours a week at my day job. I wrote on my phone every day while taking the bus to work. I wrote on napkins and in the margins of magazines. I wrote what I still consider to be a really chilling piece of horror in the back of a car while the driver put “Call Me Maybe” on loop for an hour. I toppled governments, pursed criminals across seas of stars, brought about the end of the world with zombies carrying the Black Death, and saved girls from monsters.
I was on fire.
Or so I thought. I failed to realize that depression that often manifests as futile anger.
Churchill called depression the “black dog”. It seems accurate to me.
(Art by Rives Alexis)
From late 2012 to early 2013, one of the things I worked on was a novel I would elevator pitch as a fusion between Doctor Who, the fairy tale Bluebeard, and Catherynne M. Valente’s “The Ballad of the Sinister Mr. Mouth”. I looked it over recently after letting it languish for over a year. On a craft level, it’s fairly solid. The characters are interesting, the prose is reasonably good for a first draft, and the plot is serviceable.
It’s also a book I never want to touch again.
The message–that the people you love most are the ones who will betray you in the end–is the antithesis of what I want to put out there. It’s also not a message that’s indicative of my actual worldview. What it is indicative of is how I was in a bad frame of mind when I wrote it, regardless of how ostensibly “productive” I was being. This novel and many of my other books from that period feel like they were written by a stranger; they’re essentially bitter stories that lack a heart, and readers notice that.
Perhaps those stories saved me in their own way because they gave me an outlet for what was going on inside my head. There was certainly a time last fall when, after losing a friend, I found refuge in telling even the grimmest of tales. But the books I wrote back then aren’t ones I’m proud of and I’ve since rescued many of those characters from the dark woods and placed them into better worlds.
Case in point: these two time travelers
If we find that we hate everything that we write consistently, if we start to think that what we’re writing no longer sounds like it comes from the heart or if we’re ill, it can be valuable to step back from our work. And if we have to shelve our current project for the moment and do something else that will bring us joy, that’s not a failing. The characters and worlds will still be waiting for us when we come back.
Because we’re writers, and we will come back.
We always do.